frustration on blogger!!!

hi guyz! This is ur peacefinder writting this post in frustration.yeah because truly i am frustrated from my life. whenever i am trying something new i am failing.i don't know why .i want to be that guyz which everyone admire but i can't.i want to change me the whole world.in my before post i have mention my some stuffs of my life and in this post also i m mentioning some of my life post.i hope u will like it.

so firstly i want to tell u that i am a teenager which is mature before age.yeah because as u know children whose face the worst of life becomes mature as they have to .i am one of them.my father which i don;t like is the reason for that .also my mom andmy sister to.my father and mother always fight when i was small.but /now they don't fights but due to that fighting it affects to me.and now i becomes angry on every moment.they said  that i am changed but who teela them that it beacuse of them i had change. you will not believe me but i havent been travell since 7 years by train.after 2 days my dad is going to mumbai for day so i tell to dad that i want to come.but he denied because of tur is very small and i will frustrated.who tell them that i am just frustrated in tyhe four walls og the house.so from that i have decided that i will start earning just to travel the whole world. so i am feeling free .

so next thing i want to tell you is i want to the richest person of the world. yeah its my second goal. but truly i don't know how.whenever i thought of flourishing business but i am afraid of failing.i am telling this for no reason but just to feel free. Pls ignore.

feeling free! guyz every one has one person in their life to share everything with that person .but ufortunately i had no one .

my worst days were 10th vacation . i had be feeling so alone. no one was there to ask me anything..my friends are there but they were busy (ignoring)  me..they go for hangouts without me.actually we are 6 grp of friends but my 5 frds were living very near buy so they go for drive without calling and post their photos . one day my frd message me and said why r u not messaging me and no even call .i did'nt reply. my mind was just out of order .who tell him that when u did'nt remember why i do .but now our friendship is going well and now we are coming closer to each other.

i notice one thing in my life that we have to change with time otherwise people will start leaving you and go forward.i know many people who were my best frds but now we even don't talk.That's hurt me the most.

There is one frd of mine .we are been frds for more than 8-9 yrs but now has been change .In past i was more popular than him so and sue to that he was so jealous of me and suddenly he change and now he compare everything with me .i don't like him.he alwalys try  to be ahead of me in everything,But now we are trying to be freindly. I pray we succeed.

so hear i am ending this post, i hope u like this .pls comment ur ideas that how can i change the post. Next post will be posting soon ....byee....ur peacefinder!!!!!1

ALL stuffs of my life!!!!!(must read or die)......

Hi guyz this is ur wellwisher, peacefinder.This is my third blog and starting just to free stressfree.It sounding out of mind but it's true .i am writting this blog for just feeling free. i am now 16 and u know that at this stage one need any person to share everthing and free our heart .i was just sitting at home watching tv and want someone to talk i just start blogging "again".so this post i all about my stuffs coming in my mind. its funny.isn't  it? But i want to feel that feeling when someone tells all things to someone and fell free.so pls guyz bare this and read this bog for me.so i will start from "my self".

so,my name is peacefinder(nickname for this blog).i am 15 teen living in vadodara,india.my hobby is really nothing,i do what i want.but nowadays i like reading books and watching movies.nowadays i am working on c programming.i likw technology very much,though i have taken commerce,bullshit...But i was very confuse at that time between diploma,science and commerce and lastly i take commerce.But,i don't know i am write or wrong but i want to be connected with technology.i want to connect the whole world with technology,i don;t know how but i want.i want that thw whole world know me with the technology guy.that why i am learning c byu watching youtube videos.

Going forward i would like to tell that i have one goal in my life.Actually i had never tell anyone about this but as u know i want to share all my stuffs and feel free i am telling this .i have one goal in  my life which is "i want to make my parents i.e.my mother and father t travel the whole world and thatto i want to send them for world tour by 24 yrs .i am 15 currently.it was my heartsoul wish from my childhood.i see people travelling the whole world and my mom saws their pics on facebook and just liking it .it's hurts.

But thw wayz going to next thing i want to tell u is that i am finding myself.i don't know why i am writting this ,i am  just writting what my heart is thinking now .my hands r just tapping the laptops keys and r not stopping. currently i am finding my talent.i wnat to do things in which i find my interest but i am not finding anything in  which  find interest. i try many things to find interest but after sometimes i start hating that thing. i notice that people doing their interest things became happy and satisfied but doing without interest is the worst life.

so here i am ending my blog i hope u will like it.this is my first blog post so please ignore the grammetical mistakes.

This is my first post so if u like please comment in the box so i can get some confidents that yeah people are liking it .I a ssure you that my next posts will make u  happy by reading.so see u .byee.....